森羅万象 …何て強いんだ。

sugoii~
tnyata KOSMIK bisa adain acara kek gini ^^
bahkan rektor pun *bisa dikatakan* sangat kagum dengan acara ini

bayangkan aja, tamu-nya tuh orang penting bgtz d dunia media
acara ini dnamain "MEDIA & PENDIDIKAN"
panitia na ntuh anak KOSMIK 07
*applause*

but… yg pengen aq sampein deh, tuolong jgn bawa-bawain nama angkatan deh
yah, secara kan tuh arti-nya maen sekat sana, sekat sini
yg unggul ini, yg bego ini
jangan deh~

ehehehehe ^^
but, ya deh, aq motto zankyuu bgtz sm para MABA 07 ini yg bakal jd senior neh bwt MABA 08

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slain seminar da jg acara lomba mading bwt anak SMA (aq gk liat anak SMP td, ada apa kagak) truz pameran photo (wadoh, kok setting na lbykan d toraja tuh)
truz da papan comment
nah, aq en yg laen-nya (wara, jojack, anchy, nova, uthe, ia, anthy, vira) pd nulis apa aja d papan comment ntuh, pokoke pd ancur deh comment mereka smua
*hidup JOGLAZ* (ntuh panjang na "jomblo gak jelaz" ya, jojack???)

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nah, seminar ntuh sangat bmanfaat bgtz sm mahasiswa/i en masyarakat, khusus-nya mahasiswa/i yg mendalami ilmu komunikasi
moga-moga aja semua pd ingat yg dsampein ama ke-dua tamu kita ini deh~~~

fanfic by triniwriters

what’s up? i love this fanfic…!!!

I look at you
everyday. I feel your body with my fingertips every night. I see you scowl ever
minute and your smirk every hour. I kiss when you want me to and make love to
you when you beg. I smile for you when I’m happy and I smile even wider when I’m
sad. I try my very hardest, Sasuke, you know I do. You said that given time, I
can learn to love you like you do, but I can’t.

I can’t love
you, not like that. I love you like a friend and a brother, but not as a lover.
You will always have a place in my heart. Whenever you need me, I’ll be here
and waiting. You snuggle closer to me; your arms are wrapped around my waist in
a protective embrace. I sigh and look down at you pale, sleeping face. You look
so innocent and vulnerable in this state. A state you have only allowed me to
see. You save all your smiles for me alone, even all your laughter and tears. I
wish with all my heart and soul and with every fiber of my being, that I can
return your love for me.

When we are in
bed together, I let you control our love making. You kiss and bite and scratch
and suck and I let you. I feel guilty that you love me so much and I can never
feel the same. I pretend that I love you that way, because not only does it
satisfy you, but it gives me a sense of peace. I know that I may never get a
chance to show my feelings to the one I really desire. Everyone knows about our
‘relationship’. I saw the sadness and disappointment flicker quickly through
her pale eyes and then a sense of understanding. I gave up everything for your
happiness, Sasuke and honestly I don’t know why. Maybe it was because it was
the first time I ever saw tears in your obsidian eyes and heard pleas roll off
your tongue. I felt my heart break and shatter in a million pieces when I saw
you like that.

Secretly, I
would have preferred your stoic attitude and nonchalant gaze. Emotion coming
from you just makes me feel even guiltier and I’m sorry. That’s all I could say
these days, I’m sorry. When I can’t love you enough, “I’m sorry.”

When it seems as
though I hurt you, “I’m sorry.”

When I can’t
make you smile, “I’m sorry.”

Those words help
me alleviate the pent up grief inside and the endless guilt that weighs heavy
on my mind every day.

You kiss my
temple in your sleep and mumble, “I love you, Naru.” The guilt just eats me up
even more, and if you wanted to kill me, I would let you. My dear Sasuke, what
I feel for you isn’t a lover’s love, but an overwhelming sense of guilt, and
there’s no hope that it’ll ever go away.

performed by CHEMISTRY

hear the song at chemistry ~ pieces of a dream.mp3 ~

Detarame na yume wo suki katte baramaite 

Omocha ni shite itsu made asonde ita 

"Miesuita ashita ga ichiban kudaranai" to 

Hashaginagara ki mama ni ikita ano koro 

Ah... semete bokutachi ga ichido se wo muketara 

Nido to wa modorenai basho nan da to shittetara 

Hanpa na yume no hito kakera ga 

Fui ni dareka wo kizu tsukete iku 

Okubyou na bokutachi wa 

Me wo tojite hanareta 

Kimi ni iisobireta koto ga 

Poketto no naka ni mada nokotteru 

Yubisaki ni furete wa kanjiru 

Natsukashii itami ga 

Nanika ni chikazuku tame ni aruita no ka 

Toozakaru tame ni tada aruiteku no ka 

Ah... ano toki no koto mo are kara no koto mo 

Machigatte nakatta no ka honto wa mada shiranai 

Tsuyogaru wake ja nain dakedo 

Tachidomatcha ikenai ki wa shiteru 

Omoide no bokutachi wo 

Semeru ki wa nai kara 

Kimi ga oitetta kotoba dake 

Poketto no naka de nigirishimeta 

Te no hira ni najinda kanshoku wo 

Wasuretaku nai kara 

Are kara kimi wa dou ikiteru no? 

Kawatta no ka na... 

Kimi ga saigo ni tsumeta 

Yume no kakeratachi wa ima doushiteru? 

Boku wa... 

Nido to wa modorenai toki nan da to ki zuita 

Hanpa na yume no hito kakera ga 

Fui ni dareka wo kizu tsukete iku 

Okubyou na bokutachi wa 

Me wo tojite hanareta 

Kimi ni iisobireta koto ga 

Poketto no naka ni mada nokotteru 

Yubisaki ni furete wa kanjiru 

Natsukashii itami ga 

Kimi wa ima nani shiteru? 

Tsuki ga bokutachi wo mite iru 

T_T
hikzz, 3 hari yang menyiksa
pasal-nya aq kena headache & migran, flu & fever
hiiii~~~
gimana gk tersiksa ntuh, untung aq gk muntah, bisa gawat lg deh

主よ、助けて

sebenarnya aq dh mulai gejala sakit
gak enak badan gitu
tpi malah maksa pergi ke acara na MetroTV - road show eagle awards
setelah ntuh lanjut ke MTC nyari gundam 00 episode akhir
pulang ke rumah, ee… malah kena demam
T_T

嫌いなこと

so, aq gk bs prgi esok-nya, cz demam aq tambah tinggi
tpi dasar org-nya keras kepala…
aq langsung nyalain laptop, online, en DL lgu
tak dinyana, aq dapat lagu opening na Nabari No Ou
~Crawl by Veltpunch~

awal-nya aq dpt yg tv version
truz aq search lagi, en akhirnya dpt jg yg full version
senang-nya~~~
[DL dsini aja http://www.mediafire.com/?h4bpmczmxx2]

pertama denger, lagu-nya keren bgtz, mirip kimi no machi made-nya asian kungfu generation
truz, mirip sapa lagi yaw
pokoke lagu-nya sugoiiiii~~~

くそー！

kepala-ku nyut-nyut-an lgi
T_T
nulis blog aja kagak kompromi
O.O loh, aq lupa sst~
tnyata aq lom lunch
saa, dah akh~ ntar lanjut lg nulis-nya
^^a aq mw lunch dolo
hehehehe…!!!

adoh~
blind 2 see deg @_@
gk tw mau nulis paan, pusing, setres, …tiiit… (muup hrs dsensor)

pagi td aja terlambat bangun
(bangun jam 8, bukan aq yg biasanya aja)

sarapan malah kebanyakan
(pdhl biasanya cmn setengah porsi)

tumben minum susu
(pdhl gk suka)

gy seneng ngemil pokky coklat
(pdhl gy pantang coklat)

mw jalanin plan istirahat dr nge-net
(nyata-nya selalu nge-net)

en skr…
ku lg gk enak badan krn pergantian musim yg gak jelas
tiba-tiba panas (kek kompor)
tiba-tiba dingin (kek lemari es-nya pabrik ice cream)

fuhhh…!!!

so…
??? no title ??? aja deh

Hear this music at www.esnips.com/OrangeRange_IkenaiTaiyou

Ikenai taiyou Na Na

Chotto de ii kara
misete kurenai ka

Omae no sekushii
feromon de ore mero mero

Ah furechaisou demo
ikenai no!

Jojo ni kou naru
kodou tomerarenai wa

Kawasu kotoba no
kioku tooku kuchimoto no ugoki ni yureugoku

Nureta kami wo
nadeta soshite Ah

ABC tsuzukanai sonna
n ja dame ja nai

Datte kokoro no oku
wa chigau n ja nai?

Ore

no seishun sonna mon ja nai atsuku
oku de hatetai yo

Kitto kimi ja nakya
ya da yo ore wa ikenai taiyou Na Na

"akai ito" nante esora goto demo shita gokoro de sae shinjitai no

Ore

wa tadashii kimi mo tadashii
tonikaku mou sayuu sarenai ze

Damashi damasare mune uzuku heta na shibai ga yori moriageru yoru

Iki ga mimi ni
fureta futari Ah

ABC tsuzukanai sonna n ja dame ja nai

Datte kokoro no oku
wa chigau n ja nai?

Atashi no seishun
sonna mon ja nai atsuku oku de hatetai yo

Kitto kimi ja nakya
ya da yo atashi ikenai taiyou

Kawasu kotoba no kioku tooku kuchimoto no ugoki ni yureugoku

Nureta kami wo
nadeta soshite Ah

ABC tsuzukanai sonna
n ja dame ja nai

Datte kokoro no oku
wa chigau n ja nai?

Ore

no seishun sonna mon ja nai atsuku
oku de hatetai yo

Kitto kimi ja nakya
ya da yo ore wa ikenai taiyou

Karamiau ito wa kimi
to ore wo musubu akai ito

Na Na

jam 10-an wkt set4 *maksod?!* tmn-ku - jojack - sms aq, katanya
"we mau ki ke MP, mw ko ikut?"
lgs ku bls
"ikut kaaaa!!!"

jam 1 siang wktu sekitar, tepat d saat itu hujan gy turun dengan derasnya *tllu sastra nih* aq bergegas berangkat, fiuh, untung ojiisan ngantar, ketemu si wara en jojack di t4 pbuatan paving-block
"woi, cepat ko naik", panggilku
mereka bdua lgs naik mobil
"sa kira ko naik taxi", kata wara
"ndak jd cess, opa-ku mw prg, jd skalian na antar ka" jelasku
"ooo", gumam mereka bdua

akhirnya nyampe jg d MP (a.k.a Mal Panakkukang)
"ee… mw ko kmana skr?" tanyaku
"sudah makan ko ka?" tanya jojack padaku
"sudah dumz!" jawabku
"deh~~ belom ka makan ces, tmn ka makan doloe" kata jojack memohon
"ayo mi, mo ko makan dmana ka?" tanya wara
"makan d’crepes mo!" jawab jojack
"ke sana maki palle na" ajak-ku

aq mah wara en jojack pd ke d’crepes, yah, skalian aq ngemil jg sih, jd pesen crepes choco chips+ice cream *wihihihi, delicious!*
O.O aahhh
si kaka-kun datang jg!
so jd ber-4 ke amazon game center, yosh, mari kita ilengin setres dolo! yatta!!!

wara en jojack pd maen DDR dolo, truz aq ngajakin maen ParaParaDance
wekekeke, kok malah mrk jd ketagihan maen yaw
truz pd nyobain motoGP
nyahahahaha, wara, wara! what the…?!

abis ntuh si jojack nyobain maen game samurai
wadoh jojack, pedang-mu ampir kena kepalaku ToT
sangat ikz~~~

wara, lagi en lagi, nyobain maen drum
wekekeke, mbak, mbak, ntuh maen ato maeeennn??!!!
XDDD~~~

oh, wah, yg gk prnh dlupa, foto-foto narsis di amazon
wkwkwkwkwk

akhirnya…
aq dpt jg cerpen-nya akutagawa ryunosuke yg jdl-nya RASHOMON
yah, walo kalimat-nya agak berat (namanya jg sastra lama) tapi enak jg dibaca-nya (hmm, butuh konsentrasi agar bs paham dgn kata-katanya ^^a)

aq pertama liat-nya d gramed, sampulnya sederhana sih
tpi isinya "WOOOW" sangat berbobot
jd tanpa tanggung, aq lgs menyambar buku ntuh ^^v
mama-ku sih tenang-tenang aja liatin aq ngambil byk buku (tmsk komik & novel, pokoke jgn novel pcintaan deh, ku kek na anti bgtz, hehehe )

nah, pas dh baca tuh buku na akutagawa "RASHOMON dan Kumpulan Cerita Akutagawa Ryunosuke" aq lgs browsing d internet
pengen tw tentang cerpenis ini
beruntung punya untung, aq dpt link RASHOMON versi inggris dan versi jepang asli-nya

:+: versi jepang asli => http://www.aozora.gr.jp/cards/000879/files/127_15260.html
:+: versi inggris => http://rene.malenfant.googlepages.com/rashomon

hmm, versi inggris sebenarnya bs d browsing di project gutenberg, tpi entah knp aq susah bgtz nge-DL-nya, jd untung-lah aq dpt site lainnya ^^v
oya, pengen-nya sih mw muat versi japan-nya d sini, tpi krn blog na aneh (maybe) jd mending nulis link-nya aja deh, hehehe

ugh! tiap hr kek na aq sllu mengeluh yah

maybe (yes or no)

bayangkan aja, 1 tugas selesai hr ini, besok tugas lain menunggu giliran

oh no!

fine? yes aja deh~

nama-nya jg mahasiswi, dh risiko deh dbri byk tgs dr dosen, lom lg dosen yg kagak prnh dtg en langsung bri tgs tanpa intro dolo mata kul na

masih mending tgs-nya bwt final, coba kalo tgs-nya tiap kali pertemuan en dosen na kagak dtg, teori na pun lom djelasin, gmn mw ngerjain tuh tgs???

hmm… kek na aq hrs ngatur jadwal blajar aq lg deh, sprtinya jadwal yg dolo gk efektif lg T.T huhuhuhu

mana gk ada waktu bwt nnton anime or baca manga~~~
tpi kok msh bs nulis nih blog?
^^a ehehehe, sngaja nyuri kesempatan dolo akh~ lagian tgs yg aq kerjain sumber na dr internet, hohohoho

I’m happy, listening the music!
I’m sad, listening the music!
Yeah~

Here that my fave playlist song in my phone SE W910i used SenseMe™ program; create playlist based on tempo and mood; slow
or fast, happy or sad

:+: mood: HAPPY, tempo:
FAST

1. Believer by BACK-ON
2. Blind 2 See by skankfunk (Air Gear OST)
3. Butterfly by BACK-ON
4. Chain by BACK-ON (Air Gear OST)
5. Falco by Shimatani Hitomi (Ueki no Housoku OST)
6. Fly Away by Tamaki Nami (Gundam SEED Destiny OST)
7. Hero’s Come Back by +nobodyknows (NARUTO Shippuuden OST)
8. Hey Ya by Outkast
9. Ireland Fortune Market by little by little
10. Kimi Monogatari by little by little (NARUTO Shippuuden OST)
11. Love Sensation by skankfunk (Air Gear OST)
12. Mr. Shine by skankfunk (Air Gear OST)
13. No Future by KANAME / Aikawa Nanase (Zoids Shin Seiki / ZERO OST)
14. Number One Battle Brawlers by Psychic Lover ( Bakugan Battle Brawlers OST)
15. Rainbow by Sowelu
16. Run! Run! Run! By High & Mighty Color
17. Seishun Amigo by Shuji to Akira (Nobuta wo Produce OST)
18. UPDATE by NIRGILIS
19. weeeek by NEWS
20. Yonaka Ni Kaita LOVE LETTER by Home Made Kazoku

:+: mood: HAPPY, tempo:
SLOW

1. A Day Dreaming by BACK-ON (Eyeshield21 OST)
2. All My Loving by sugar
3. Bed by NIRGILIS
4. DRIVE by BACK-ON
5. Flower by BACK-ON (Eyeshield21 OST)
6. Hitotsu Dake by Kinomoto Sakura / Sakura Tange (Cardcaptor Sakura OST)
7. Kaze ga Soyogu Basho by Miho Komatsu (Monster Farm OST)
8. Kaze no Lalala by Kuraki Mai (Detective Conan OST)
9. Kimi no Machi Made by Asian Kung-fu Generation
10. Life is Free by Arkana
11. Moribito Kozorite ~ Joy to the World by Daidouji Tomoyo & Tomoeda School’s  Choir (Cardcaptor Sakura OST)
12. My Heart Draws A Dream by L’Arc~en~Ciel
13. Nagareboshi ~ Shooting Star by Home Made Kazoku (NARUTO Shippuuden OST)
14. Parade by CHABA (NARUTO OST)
15. Perhaps Love – Sarangingayo by Howl & J (Princess Hour OST)
16. Pieces of A Dream by Chemistry
17. Sawayakana Asa by Yoko Kanno (Cardcaptor Sakura OST)
18. Secret of My Heart by Kuraki Mai (Detective Conan OST)
19. Snow Kiss by NIRGILIS (D.Gray-Man OST)
20. Yasuragi no Hi by Yoko Kanno (Cardcaptor Sakura OST)

:+: mood: SAD, tempo:
FAST

1. 11 Cannot Move by Toshihiko Sahashi (Whistle! OST)
2. Addicted to You by Utada Hikaru
3. Akatsuki no Kuruma by FictionJunction YUUKA (Gundam SEED OST)
4. Alone by Lim Jae Won (My Girl OST)
5. Anna Ni Issho Datta No Ni by see saw (Gundam SEED OST)
6. Bokura no Bouken by Kids Alive (Hikaru no GO OST)
7. Carry On by Kurosawa Kenichi (Hunter X Hunter OST)
8. Daybreak’s Bell by L’Arc~en~Ciel (Gundam 00 OST)
9. Distance by Utada Hikaru
10. everlasting snow by dream (Hikaru no GO OST)
11. Innocent Sorrow by abingdon boys school (D.Gray-Man OST)
12. Kimi wa Boku ni Niteiru by see saw (Gundam SEED Destiny OST)
13. Pray by Wish (Hunter X Hunter Greed Island II OST)
14. Reason by Tamaki Nami (Gundam SEED Destiny OST)
15. Rival by Toshihiko Sahashi (Whistle! OST)
16. Sasuraibito by DASEIN (Zoids Shin Seiki / ZERO OST)
17. Time Goes On by L’Arc~en~Ciel
18. Wait and See by Utada Hikaru
19. Yellow Moon by Akeboshi (NARUTO OST)
20. Yotaka no Yume by Do As Infinity (Zoids Genesis OST)

:+: mood: SAD, tempo:
SLOW

1. Ai to Hi – Sadness and Sorrow by Toshiro Masuda (NARUTO OST)
2. Akikaze no Uta by Akeboshi
3. Broken Wings by Tomoko Tane (Trinity Blood OST)
4. Deai by Yoko Kanno (Cardcaptor Sakura OST)
5. Forever by Takashi Sorimachi (Beach Boys OST)
6. Hoshi ga Kanaderu Monogatari by Koshimizu Ami (Mai OTOME OST)
7. Kakusei Toshi by Akino Arai (Tokyo Underground OST)
8. Kanashii Na – I Feel Sad by Yoko Kanno (Cardcaptor Sakura OST)
9. Karinui by Mamiko Noto (Jigoku Shoujo OST)
10. Kataritsugu Koto by Hajime Chitose (Blood+ OST)
11. Kumo to Rouba to Shoujo by Takanashi Yasuharu (Jigoku Shoujo OST)
12. Lala no Komuri Uta by Wada Kaoru (D.Gray-Man OST)
13. Namida by CHABA
14. Natsu Kikyuu by Ootsuka Rie (Popolocrois Story OST)
15. Never End by Namie Amuro
16. Rakuen by Do As Infinity (Inuyasha OST)
17. Sakura Biyori by Mai Hoshimura (BLEACH OST)
18. The Light Before We Land by THE DELGADOS (Gunslinger Girl OST)
19. Undine by Makino Yui (ARIA Animation OST)
20. Wind by Akeboshi (NARUTO OST)